Thursday, June 28, 2012

..::Wednesdays Practice and Creative Streams::..

These were my things I used for the Application.  I didn't use most of it.. Also.. that Energy drink.. I finally found one with out High Fructose Corn Syrup near my house.  It wasn't so bad.  Kinda liked it.  Although the Blue Jolt is my Fave <3

Yesterday I practiced for Makeup Competition I will enter in August.  I did my idea for Look 1.  It was a swirl, textured / tribal thing.. but it didn't quite work out as I had planned and took FOREVER!   I will edit maybe one or two photos of it..  Although I know what to do better next time.  :)  I imagined using cotton as texture and mix it with the makeup.. no! no! awful.. Maybe if I did a different look with that texture.. but with what I had going on it just looked too much and weird.  I liked my swirl idea with the colors though.
After all of that stress I walked to get pizza and then altered some more items of clothing I dont wear much.  I will end up Selling a few instead.  I just felt so creative last night.  Ill post photos of three things I made.. they are air drying right now.

Now I Must rethink my Look 1 .  Plan another day to do it . 
Today .. hmm I work in the evening so who knows before hand.  Luckily for Left over pizza - lunch will be so yummy!
Ahh just remembered I must revise my Resume and Bio for work!! 
I guess thats what Ill do.


spend today doing what you please.

I added this mid day today.  my eye Makeup.  I used a Neon green, beige shimmer, all over base color in a bright nude, and black.  Black cream liner and false eyelashes. White eyeliner on lower water line, black on the top.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Premonition / Coincidence / Awesome

Yesterday I was talking to my friend about my friends from back home and how it would be cool to have them come out to L.A and visit.  Today after work ONE OF MY OLD FRIENDS WAS IN TOWN!! talk about random.  He is on tour with his band and is in L.A for two days.  I was able to hang out for a bit right after work.  That was about the coolest things.  Feeling strong about something does manifest in some way or another.  :) too cool.

These are those pants I altered.  I wore this today.  was very cozy
               Tomorrow:  Makeup or party. we will see.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Pin Up Show Eye Makeup Tutorial

my Pin Up Show Tutorial. 

Products used:
Sephora Collection Pin Up Show Eye Palette
Buxom Mascara Loud Black
Clinique Cream Liner True Black
Too Faced eye liner Black
False Eye Lashes and Glue
Illamasqua Skin Base Foundation in 4.5 & 1 mixed
Illamasqua Cream Pigment in Hallow for contouring
Illamasqua Powder Blusher in Intrigue
Nars Blush in Sin
Nars Lip Liner in Amazon
Smashbox Lip Gloss in Ultra Violet
Brushes:  Sephora Pro Silver #13, Sephora Pro Black #13, Too Faced Flatbuki, bDellium Tools 760 & 780. Lancome Eye Lash Curler.


My Face Chart from the Tutorial.  I brought home more blank Face Charts so I'll make more for you guys.
Here's my growing Brush Collection.  Bdellium Tools, Sephora, Too Faced, Lancome, Art of Shaving, m.a.c., two really old ones that are my FAVORITE (no clue on brand)!!
Going to work.  Train Station. Mwaww ^-^

x's o's

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Alien Grunge Mood

Tutorial 2 Editing.
Friday was only editing.  Unfortunately I didn't have any time to do other fun stuff.  This is a photo to show you that tonight this tutorial should be ready.  I'm excited.  I like this video way better.
I took a pair of pants I had lying around and bleached them with crosses.  I think I'll try stencils next time.  These were a pair of Lip Service Pants.  They were just a tad boring.. haha
For Saturnday I felt like being Grunge Alien.  My Makeup is Urban Decay and Guerlain.  I used Clinique Gel Liner, Buxom Mascara, and Make Up Forever Glitter Liner.
I probably wont go out tonight because I work Noon tomorrow.  Short Shift Tonight.. Will put some goodies up.  :)

Kitty or Alien Today I felt fun!

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Marine Layer Day

Im awake at 8:30am and the Marine layer is lingering - so gloomy.  I will be working today so no blog stuff except this.  I apologize for no new tutorial.  I watched some of the footage and did not approve.  I am re filming the tutorial so it's faster and better explained.  Tomorrow I had planned a Makeup Application Shoot.  I will be busy with that for a handfull of hours.  Photos and updates will be added all day because Its exciting.  I am so anxious for tomorrow.  I am going to be creating such a intricate and textured look.  I really hope my vision comes to life.  We Will SEE!!  okay - have a great day and talk to you guys tomorrow!!! 

Monday, June 18, 2012

FixeMagazine Photo Shoot

These were shot for an Online Magazine called  There will be interview questions with the set.  I'll post my answers below for you guys.  I will also announce when the set is on the site too.  As of now I just emailed them to the Magazine.

For this Set I themed it to go with my Hot Pants I altered.  I also wore my Sephora Collection Eyeshadow Pallet in Pin Up Show.  My outfit was shoes so old im surprised they are wearable, hot pants I made, accessories I had lying around, thigh highs from Claire's, a sweater from Good Will I altered, and a normal bra.  :)

I did my eyebrows with liquid eyeliner.

This is a shot to show my makeup, although my blog below this one shows some good photos too.

Photo credits:  Joshua "Deet" Hockey, The Plastic Eulogy
Styling and Makeup: Me

XOxOxOO  Let me know what you think!

How did I get started in Modeling:  I have been interested in modeling for as long as I can remember.  My first photo shoot was when I was 17 with my Best friend Jeanette.  We were invited to model clothing for Anastasia Chatzka.  It was an awesome experience. From then on it was through friends and sites. 

What Excites me about modeling:  I would have to say the outcome of the photos.  I like thinking of themes, locations, and makeup/hair.  The thrill of seeing an idea in print is so rewarding.  Its a form of art that I love being a part of.

Do I come from a Background in art:  I have always been an artistic child and was in ballet, art classes, and I wanted to be a photographer.  My parents and siblings can draw and they do art everyday in their own way.  From music to food they are artistic.  I have always drawn and painted.  Then in high school/college I studied in many art classes and took lots of photography classes.  I was always surrounded by art with school and friends.  So I gain inspiration from all around me.

Favorite outfits to model in:  I prefer my own personal style mixed with fantasy and lure.  I love feeling sexy and enjoy creating a character to portray in the photographs.  Its a way to tell a story in one single shot.

Least Faves:  I would say plain clothing and probably head shots.

How - interest in Fetish/BDSM:  I would say probably when I was going to Goth clubs more and experimenting with my sexuality.  When it makes you feel good its what you like.  

Do I enjoy it:  Of course, whats wrong with feeling dirty every now and then. 

What tattoos intrigue you:  Mostly the thin lined intricate ones,  the swirls and dots, and ones with meanings.

Creative Mediums: I would say Pin Up, Goth, Cyber, Latex, Heels, Platforms, Glitter, and Big Hair

What type of music do I like:  There is a lot but to list off some bands I enjoy: Skinny Puppy, VNV, Nine Inch Nails, The Plastic Eulogy, Rammstein, And One, Dubstep, Drum and Bass, Fiona Apple, SIA, Rasputina, Assemblage 23, Funker Vogt, Klaus Nomi, David Bowie, Prince, Health, Boards of Canada, Die Antword, Diamanda Galas, Bjork, the Cure, neuroticfish, and Korn.
What do I do for fun: I enjoy doing Makeup, Going out with Friends, Lazy days in, Movies, Exhibits, Traveling, and Parties.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Vampy Friday

I woke up and started my day slow.  I made some coffee, ate breakfast, and watched Beetlejuice Cartoons.  I planned a Photo Shoot today for an Online Magazine so about mid day I shot those photos.  :)  This was my eye Makeup for the Shoot.  I used once again my Sephora Pallet Pin Up Show with Makeup Forever Gel Liner.  Some False eyelashes and Too Faced eyeliners on my brows. 
This was some of what I wore for the Shoot.  Its pretty much all DIY and second hand goodies.  I am so excited about the turn out.  I will be editing them tonight after work so I should be able to post them here ASAP!!  It was really hot today so it felt really good to be outside.
Better angle of my eye makeup [Right]
[Left eye]

Later on after the shoot I met up with my friend Andrew and we went to the opening of the Vampira Exhibit hosted at Kat Von D's Wonderland Gallery.  Im a fan of Vampira so this was something I was not going to miss.  I waited in line for over an hour and it was a 2 hour event!! Soon enough we got in and it was worth it!  It was also my first time to her Gallery.  Very cool!! Im going back next time I get paid haha.  The art was amazing and I was filmed at the Event too!
These were some goodies she has at her shop.  The face candle cries wax when its lit!! Can you believe it!! That is way too cool!!
They had this really wicked chair I needed to pose in.  This is where I got filmed.  Hopefully Ill be able to find that footage online.  I was so glad I went.  Perfect for a Friday.
 I wore Skirt: Forever 21 Shirt: Second hand Belt: Gift Shoes: Gift  Purse: Second hand
I walk a lot in LA and didn't want to be in my heels long so I wore these Black Ballet Slippers to wear when im not at the show.  I added the art to the bottoms to add more Flare.  :)  perfect to just slip on and off when im out and about dressed up.  They also dont take up much room in your purse when you put them away!
This man was outside entertaining us with his puppetry while we waited in line.

Vampira is so pretty.  I had glasses like these but they broke...
Taken from outside in the line.  haha it was threw a window.

yeah im cool

Well that was my fun Filled Friday.  I plan to have everything including tutorial ready by Monday.  I just havent been able to use my computer in a couple days because I was working a bunch and too tired.  Sorry Loves!!  Ill keep you Updated!!


Thursday, June 14, 2012

Edgy and Rough

Yesterday I just woke up mad.  Which was irritating.  I will blame it on my period.  Plane and simple.  Which is more aggravating because IM A WOMAN AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT!! :( I was scheduled to work but wanted to call and say I was sick or something.  But I didn't and I just knew I was Bitchy all day.  No fighting it.  I felt Horrible by the time my day was over.  So going to bed was the ONLY thing I wanted to do when I got home.  I woke up better today, so hopefully it will be a good day.  AHH I have a day off tomorrow and Fun plans ahead.  Hopefully I just need one more nights sleep.  Friday Fun Day IS meant to be.
I will post photos tomorrow, possibly VLOG again. And this weekend ill have my tutorial ready!
:) XOxo

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

VLOG for a Tuesday

I made these Hot Pants, I hope you like them!!  I love the fringe on the side

                                 I was bored this morning to I made this real fast before work.  :)

Monday, June 11, 2012

7th Day Rest Day

And so Sunday I rested all day.  I had the worst PMS cramps I didn't want to do anything.
I drank my Favorite drink in my Favorite drinking glass.  Natural Coca~Cola with UV Cake.  YUM! and ate lots of Ice Cream and cookies. ;)
My eye makeup was a smudged mess of Sephora Collection Nano liners in: Coffee, Nuage, Midnight Black, Glitter Brown, and Kaki Green.  I'll film the instructions if requested.
They are great for the 20/30's grease smokey eye look and are perfect for a grunge look too.  It's non waterproof so it smears and smudges everywhere perfectly!  Probably my new everyday look. :)

Todays plan: ..  well, maybe cleaning the apt and planing for new photo shoot.  Lots of Coffee and snacks.  And maybe some random web cam rough edit time.  ;) we will see. <3


Sunday, June 10, 2012

Saturn Day

Yesterday I woke up and set up my vanity room for filming.  I need better lighting for next time.  Ill take a photo of my vanity table and such sometime in the future because I want to paint the walls and add more swag to the mess of it.  Its just very cluttered right now.  My tutorial went well so all thats left is the editing and final effects.. should be posted by mid week.  I filmed with my iPhone taped to the mirror haha.

these cookies are the best.  later in the evening my lady cramps got worse and so I got me these to feel better.  didn't but they were soo good!  X)
This was what I wore yesterday.  In the left photo I was showing Deet where to go to take the photo haha.  I look funny.
Necklaces: DIY Shirt, Leggings: eBay Tank: Lip Service
Boots: Demonia  Boot Accessories: DIY
My makeup is the end result from the tutorial.

This is a clip from my tutorial.  haha this one I get really close to the camera.

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Fun Friday

Yesterday started off good, lots of energy and ended with so much fun.
I did my makeup with this new eyeshadow pallet I bought from work.  I will be doing the tutorial of it today.  Its the Pin Up Show pallet from Sephora.  So pretty and awesome with some black liner.
I worked for a short while which was cool and then right after I headed to my friends house :)

This was my outfit for yesterday.  Leggings, Shoes, Necklace:  Ebay.  Skirt: Good Will.
I spent my night in Hollywood with some friends.  We ate some Pizza, drank Hennessy with Apple Juice, and played chess.  Im not that good but it was fun.  When I was on my way home I was hoping to see my favorite Taco Truck by my place so I could eat dinner.  BY ALL THE LUCK IT WAS THERE!! I was able to complete my night with some awesome tacos and natural coca~cola with UV Cake.  I was so Happy!!!  My Friday was the Best in a long time! :)
This was on the wall at the train station.  I thought it was pretty clever and funny.  V as a Transformer haha.  Thats pretty cool I'd say. :)
I thought this edit was pretty cool too :)

Todays plans are to film my Eye Shadow Pallet Tutorial, head back to Hollywood to see Friends, then more adventures and a killer night. Ill post tomorrow about my night and updates on my tutorial.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Preparing for the WEEKEND

Today I have made myself some plans for the weekend.  Its payday tomorrow and I do not work Saturday or Sunday!! :)  This weekend was ment for FUN!!  So my plan is to end tomorrow with friends and drinks.   Then on Saturday film another tutorial and do a small photo shoot for here and my Ebay store.  Thats right, you will be able to buy what I wear in my shoot!!
I will probably be able to post the photos and link on Sunday morning and the tutorial will probably be ready by sunday night or monday morning since render time takes awhile and it will be a longer video... :/  But AWESOME!
So stay tuned for my update on my weekend and additional rough clips from my adventures and events.

thursday before work.  meh, sunlight!


Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Eyebrow Tutorial using Dots and Stencils

This is my first Tutorial.  Its a little rough but I like it.  :)  Please email me if you have any questions or if you would like to see a specific tutorial on hair or makeup.


Editing Time Going on...long time

This is my video so far.  4hour Render time!!! ahh!  it will be posted soon. :)

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

get ready

                                                Filmed. Editing. Posting soon!