Friday, November 30, 2012

eyes for a friday

My makeup today with no edit.. and I need to re glue my thick lashes.. AND I drew my eyebrows on realistically today just for fun. not my favorite though. I used like three or four colors for them alone haha
Im getting slightly sick of gold colors.. but its one of the holiday looks for work so I must continue to wear it! I am excited to switch it up soon!!! :))) 


It has been raining since Wednesday, I LOVE IT!!! its so cozy inside! I even like how it sounds outside with everything being wet.  So relaxing.  Today I am taking photos of some items I for sale.  I will be having a Closet Sale on my eBay store.  I will post everything as soon as its ready.  Tonight I work a small shift so this should be enjoyable.  New video or videos next week.  Im happy a lot of you liked it and left feedback.  I am going to do more fun things too.
By the way this morning I tried my Rockin Wellness shake.. IT TASTES SOOO GOOD!!! OHHH and you only require 8oz. of fluid for it so its not a big shake.. thats okay but stilll SOO GOOD I'D DRINK ANOTHER!! tastes like an earthy hot chocolate. :)) yummy. so great!  you guys should try!! <3

click for the yumminess! Rockin Wellness

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Favorite Music.. one of

this makes them so much more awesome! music in its truest form!!

Holiday Eye Look Tutorial - EstellaMaris

A simple eye look for the Holidays, Sephora Holiday look!

Products used:
Illamasqua Neutral Eye Pallet
Illamasqua Sealer Gel
Illamasqua Pencils in Severe and Coax
Illamasqua Liquid metal in Resolute
Too Faced Shadow Insurance Candle Light
YSL Shocking Mascara

bDellium Tools - 776,769,762,763,934

I hope this inspires you for the holidays... I figured I would do something simple and clean since travel/relatives are usually involved around this time of year - Ohihiihii... woo yeah. MORE VIDEOS TO COME TOO!!!!


Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Stand By

.. I have been trying to edit and work on my video tutorial but the program likes to quit and not work properly... my be my old lap top or just a problem with my program... I have no idea.  Basically Im trying to say is: My video will be up shortly but not as soon as I had hoped.  Im filming another one today, so hopefully maybe both will be up around the same time...

Yesterday I organized my vanity area and FINALLY all my body jewelry... I never knew I had such a variety.  I think Ill be putting more in and getting more done :) SO pretty.  Also, went to the Beauty Supply store to buy some cheap hair goods.  Bought some volume powder.. hopefully it blows my mind!!!
I'v been enjoying my new incense too.  I buy bulk off of eBay and let me just say SO EASY AND CHEAPER then buying at random places. ..

Yeahhh... 10am now, ready for some breakfast and some Chai Tea... :3

Monday, November 26, 2012

Prosthetics Nation

Today I went to get live casted.  I am helping my friend Melissa with a project she is working on for IMATS, LA.   She asked me to be her model. :)  I am thrilled to be her model.  I am so excited to see how it will turn out.  I saw sketches of the character they are turning me into and it looks like some wicked cool reptilian goth dom sex woman.  so totally cool!  I cannot wait, Im even helping with the costume :) 
It felt very relaxing, almost like a spa mask.  Very thick towards the end.  I felt like my chin was on a pedestal. Cool though.  Now there is a print of my 25 yr old face forever!!! hahahaha

This is the inside of my face mold and Melissa holding it while plugging the nose holes after its all done.

My teeth mold.  air bubbles and crooked teeth.... meh

SOOoooOO ooo.. im home now and eating foods and playing video games and just having a good day okay!!!!!!!  whoooooooo.. 

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Lip Service Gem

~This is my makeup, hair, and outfit from yesterday~

I used matt black shadow as base, then dark grey shimmery shadow on top, then again with the matt black on the outer most edges.  I added the lashes with a little liquid liner in black.
White pearl highlighter on inner corner and under brow.
Eyebrow using liner then powder on top.
Added gems for fun using eyelash glue.

Mix match old and altered.
Shirt: unknown
Tank: Lip Service
Pants: Lip Service and Altered
Belt:  Spencer Gifts
Boots: 10 yrs old from Demonia

Volume again cause its easy. 

Work Work

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Rockin' Wellness

A few weeks ago my friend told me about this shake.  She said one glass in the morning is all you need to get everything your body needs to survive and stay healthy.  Then you would eat your normal lunch and dinner.. but this way you wont crave as much or want to eat crappy food. haha
I have noticed many have been posting their work out things and food they are eating... so here is another post about how I will be healthy and such. hehe
I only want this because I do eat bad and I want to eat well.  I ordered my bag a few days ago.  Hopefully it will make a difference in my mood and well being. 
I usually have little money to spend on groceries so I tend to grab and go, eat from marts, and random stands... eghh!  That needs to stop.  I hope to invest in a new way of saving money but eating well!  I'm on my feet a lot so working out isn't my priority, just the eating.
So I think this will be like my breakfast with some fruit then my lunch and dinner will just be something I will make for myself to bring to work or eat during the week... and finally buy my crock pot! yay

Friday, November 23, 2012

Circus Fun with OOTD

The other night I went out to suport a friend of mine at a HipHop club for a fun variety hour type show.  It was a lot of fun :)  I saw some great dances and heard some funny jokes.. a great pre-Thanksgiving party!! haha XD

Here are a few outfit photos.

TOP: Thrift store find and altered
PANTS: Leggings bought on ebay
TIGHTS: Claire's and altered
SHOES: Ebay Score
MAKEUP: Smokey Eye using YSL Cosmetics

by the way... SPUN is one of my favorite movies and the show I went to was nearby this awesome place.  Circus Liquor!! hahaha so I snagged a photo. :))

Black Friday.. Aghh at least I work at 4PM and not AM -- eeeeeeeghhh  time to get ready now.. :/

Thursday, November 22, 2012


I hope all of you had a Happy Thankgiving!  I worked in the morning then came home to pie, wine, and Mortal Kombat!! <3
I am certainly thank full for the people I met and keep in contact with today!!  If it weren't for the people in my life I wouldn't be where I am at today.  Thank YOU!

At work my boss brought us Tacos and Tamales.  That was so sweet of her!! I love the people I work with.  They let me be free as I want to be!

I did a bit of a smokey eye pale lid look.  Added gold glitter at work.
I even added some gems on the sides but you can't really see.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Holiday Look Tutorial Soon!

Just filmed this Makeup Tutorial.  Its a simple eye look using a pallet of four colors and a few brushes.
This is one of Sephora's Holiday looks.  I will be editing it soon an posting it ASAP!!

I hadn't done one in awhile due to being busy with work, halloween, and stress.. but now its over and I have my ample free time again!! YAYY!! I will drink some wine and relax ;)


Monday, November 19, 2012

Sunglasses at Night

Here is snapshots of two items I found at the thrift store the other day.
It was raining all day and was fun to walk in it.  I dig on these cool new sunglasses I found.  It has shell on the sides :) Mermaid Scene hahahaha.

This top too is killer!  its a stretchy manmade material that has a stripe effect in how the shirt was made. it even zips up in the back.  Reminds me of some cyber goth 90's style. I love it!

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Venture in the Rain

Yesterday after my meeting, I ventured out in the rain and went thrift store shopping.  I found a shirt and dress.  I will post photos as soon as they are clean.
Three days off soon and much planned goodness.  Tutorial videos and Ebay Closet Sale!!!

I am also reading this good one.  It is so raunchy and steamy.  makes me moist haha
A must read if your into bondage and S&M.  I always loved the story of Sleeping Beauty and this twist is a great one.  Almost done and ready for the next book. :)
Great borrow from a friend.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Holiday Meeting outfit

Holiday is near and so I attended my Holiday Work meeting.  We dressed up and played runway makeup games.  It was a lot of fun!  I am so excited for all the new things to come this holiday. 
It rained all day and definitely made me want to lay in bed all day.. I threw this outfit together last minute :)

Black high waist skirt
Black and white stripe shirt
Fishnet tights
my new flat shoes
studded belt
sweater folded to be cropped :)
coral necklace
feather headband

Friday, November 16, 2012


I bought some new work shoes :)  my old ones were falling apart.

Makeup for the day.  All Illamasqua and YSL.

I am wearing a black tank
lounge top
brown bat wing sweater 
ripped leggings altered by me

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Grey Splatter

I am wearing an altered long sleeve shirt with this loose tank on top.  I bleached it myself.  my pants are just normal black velvet pants.

Makeup is simple smokey eye with Kat Von D Lock It foundation. L 42

Wednesday, November 14, 2012


This is by far my most used red lipstick I own.  Gipsy by NARS Cosmetics.
It goes on smooth and full of color.
I can put it on fast, sloppy, precise, or just on an on.. and it looks awesome every time!  At first I liked it most for the name being similare to Gitsy on Party Monster but this lipstick is the shit!  I have pale olive milky skin tone so the red works well on me.  If you are pale and on the pink side - try Cruella from NARS.  it does wonders on ALL skin tones.  

highlight of the day.. I must buy another. its almost out!

Monday, November 12, 2012

Late for an Important date, HALLOWEEN!

During October I wasn't able to go to any Halloween Parties due to working.  Two people I worked with at Halloween Horror Nights threw a Halloween Party on Nov.10th so everyone can enjoy a costume party.  It was SO MUCH FUUNN!  I went as a demon/witch.  I even created my costume and did my own makeup :) enjoy the photos from the night!

Bra with tattered cloth
nude tights

Makeup: Illamasqua Skin Base Foundation in white
Black gell eyeliner for all black areas
Black Fine Glitter and white Contacts
MUFE Eyelashes

This room was really cool. 

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

this may be gone, but I still have wisdom! haha

Had this taken out yesterday.  I was so nervous!!  When he put the Novocain in my mouth I knew I wasn't going to enjoy this.  I came in thinking him taking it out was going to be an hour! haha he only took five minutes getting it out.  I mostly waited a bunch for the numbing to happen. I felt like such a baby.  It wasn't great.. it was a lot of pressure and a little sound.. no pain though, none.  And I felt weird seeing/feeling him stitch me up.  I felt oddly like a doll or creature.  I'm glad it was only 5 MIN!!!!  other wise.. no I was about to say never mind, I'll deal. 
It was hard to eat and drink, but I purposely sleep all day because I wanted real snacks but felt awful.  Today being a new day, I am mostly sore then anything.  Will say eating and drinking are less weird.  But must be the swelling going down or the healing taking place, I notice the stitches more now then yesterday and its kind of annoying feeling string in my mouth.

Have a great Mid week.  Im going to eat a Popsicle and enjoy a Movie.
OoOooeeyy ggooOooey cheese pizza later... oh!! :)

Monday, November 5, 2012


I have been feeling Black and White stripes since I dyed my hair and this is one of my favorite dresses! I bought it from Guess a few years ago.  :)  Its super stretchy and cozy!

MAKE UP:    
Kat Von D Lock it Foundation L42
Cover FX Setting Powder Light
Illamasqua Bronzer Duo and Blusher Naked Rose
Stila Purple eye shadow
Black Sephora liquid eyeliner
False Lashes
YSL Shocking Mascara Black 1
Liquid Metal from Illamasqua on Eyebrows

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Friday, November 2, 2012


Halloween was my last day working for Halloween Horror Nights.  It was 20 nights of 13+ hours, exhaustion, different sleep patterns, and sickness.  I am glad I was a part of it.  I met a lot of really cool people and will definitely be a part of it again! so much fun!

you get this patch at the end of the last day, haha yay!

here are two photos of me from your point of view if you went through my maze.  I was in the Silent Hill Maze playing Dark Alessa.

Thursday, November 1, 2012


The monday before Halloween I dyed my hair GREEN!! I have never done green before so it feels weird.  My ACTUAL Halloween costume wasn't ready so I just threw on my Mermaid Crown from last year.  Ill be going to a huge Halloween party next weekend so I am saving the costume im makeing for then. :)