Monday, December 31, 2012

New Years Eve

New years Eve outfit.. Hand me down sweater and pants. added lingerie top. I was super cold but whatever I wanted to dress up

** Drank UV Cake with Cola, and ate lots of snacks. . yes then passed out shortly after midnight. **

Sunday, December 30, 2012

New Year Superstitions

Here are some superstitions for New Years Eve.  I know I am going to do a few..   Have fun and Enjoy!  Video Tomorrow!!!

New Year’s superstitions

Thursday, December 29th, 2011 | Posted by  | 8 responses
Here are some of the ways we attempt to guarantee a good outcome through our acts on that portentous first day.
Kissing at midnight: We kiss those dearest to us at midnight not only to share a moment of celebration with our favorite people, but also to ensure those affections and ties will continue throughout the next twelve months. To fail to smooch our significant others at the stroke of twelve would be to set the stage for a year of coldness.
Stocking Up: The newyear must not be seen in with bare cupboards, lest that be the way of things for the year. Larders must be topped up and plenty of money must be placed in every wallet in the home to guarantee prosperity.
Paying Off Bills: The new year should not be begun with the household in debt, so checks should be written and mailed off prior to January 1st. Likewise, personal debts should be settled before the New Year arrives.
First Footing: The first person to enter your home after the stroke of midnight will influence the year you’re about to have. Ideally, he should be dark-haired, tall, and good-looking, and it would be even better if he came bearing certain small gifts such as a lump of coal, a silver coin, a bit of bread, a sprig of evergreen, and some salt.
Blonde and redhead first footers bring bad luck, and female first footers should be shooed away before they bring disaster down on the household. Don’t let them near your door before a man crosses the threshold.
The first footer (sometimes called the “Lucky Bird”) should knock and be let in rather than unceremoniously use a key, even if he is one of the householders. After greeting those in the house and dropping off whatever small tokens of luck he has brought with him, he should make his way through the house and leave by a different door than the one through which he entered. No one should leave the premises before the first footer arrives — the first traffic across the threshold must be headed in rather than striking out.
First footers must not be cross-eyed or have flat feet or eyebrows that meet in the middle. Nothing prevents the cagey householder from stationing a dark-haired man outside the home just before midnight to ensure the speedy arrival of a suitable first footer as soon as the chimes sound. If one of the party goers is recruited for this purpose, impress upon him the need to slip out quietly just prior to the witching hour.
Nothing Goes Out: Nothing — absolutely nothing, not even garbage — is to leave the house on the first day of the year. If you’ve presents to deliver on New Year’s Day, leave them in the car overnight. Don’t so much as shake out a rug or take the empties to the recycle bin. Some people soften this rule by saying it’s okay to remove things from the home on New Year’s Day provided something else has been brought in first. This is similar to the caution regarding first footers; the year must begin with something’s being added to the home before anything subtracts from it.
One who lives alone might place a lucky item or two in a basket that has a string tied to it, then place the basket just outside the front door before midnight. After midnight, the lone celebrant hauls in his catch, being careful to bring the item across the door jamb by pulling the string rather than by reaching out to retrieve it and thus breaking the plane of the threshold.
Black-Eyed Peas: A tradition common to the southern states of the USA dictates that the eating of black-eyed peas on New Year’s Day will attract both general good luck and money in particular to the one doing the dining. Some choose to add other Southern fare to this tradition, but the black-eyed peas are key.
Donuts: Traditional New Year foods are also thought to bring luck. Many cultures believe that anything in the shape of a ring is good luck, because it symbolizes “coming full circle,” completing a year’s cycle. For that reason, the Dutch believe that eating donuts on New Year’s Day will bring good fortune.
Cabbage: Cabbage is another “good luck” vegetable that is consumed on New Year’s Day by many. Cabbage leaves are also considered a sign of prosperity, being representative of paper currency. In some regions, rice is a lucky food that is eaten on New Year’s Day.
Rice: In some regions, rice is a lucky food that is eaten on New Year’s Day. Dr. McDougall who is interviewed in Sunday’s paper would agree.
Work: Make sure to do — and be successful at — something related to your work on the first day of the year, even if you don’t go near your place of employment that day. Limit your activity to a token amount, though, because to engage in a serious work project on that day is very unlucky.
Also, do not do the laundry on New Year’s Day, lest a member of the family be ‘washed away’ (die) in the upcoming months. The more cautious eschew even washing dishes.
New Clothes: Wear something new on January 1 to increase the likelihood of your receiving more new garments during the year to follow.
Money: Do not pay back loans or lend money or other precious items on New Year’s Day. To do so is to guarantee you’ll be paying out all year.
Breakage: Avoid breaking things on that first day lest wreckage be part of your year. Also, avoid crying on the first day of the year lest that activity set the tone for the next twelve months.
Other superstitions attaching to the beginning of the new year are:
Letting the Old Year Out: At midnight, all the doors of a house must be opened to let the old year escape unimpeded. He must leave before the New Year can come in, says popular wisdom, so doors are flung open to assist him in finding his way out.
Loud Noise: Make as much noise as possible at midnight. You’re not just celebrating; you’re scaring away evil spirits, so do a good job of it!
According to widespread superstition, evil spirits and the Devil himself hate loud noise. We celebrate by making as much of a din as possible not just as an expression of joy at having a new year at our disposal, but also to make sure Old Scratch and his minions don’t stick around. (Church bells are rung on a couple’s wedding day for the same reason.)
The Weather: Examine the weather in the early hours of New Year’s Day. If the wind blows from the south, there will be fine weather and prosperous times in the year ahead. If it comes from the north, it will be a year of bad weather. The wind blowing from the east brings famine and calamities. Strangest of all, if the wind blows from the west, the year will witness plentiful supplies of milk and fish but will also see the death of a very important person. If there’s no wind at all, a joyful and prosperous year may be expected by all.
At midnight on Dec. 31, Buddhist temples strike their gongs 108 times, in a effort to expel 108 types of human weakness.
The Spanish ritual on New Year’s eve is to eat twelve grapes at midnight. The tradition is meant to secure twelve happy months in the coming year.
In Greece, One of the traditional foods served is Vassilopitta, or St Basil’s cake. A silver or gold coin is baked inside the cake. Whoever finds the coin in their piece of cake will be especially lucky during the coming year.
Some Italian people welcome the New Year by tossing old things out of their windows! Old things are tossed in an effort to make room for the new and lucky to enter their households and lives in the year to come. An Italian traditional New Year dish is cotechino con lenticchie: pork sausage served over lentils. This New Year food is eaten because of the presence of fatty rich pork sausage and lentils in it. Cotechino sausage is a symbol of abundance because they are rich in fat; while lentils symbolize money (being both green and coin shaped). This New Year food promises a double-packs of luck!

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I have a request for a new video.. Favorite things of 2012.  

I thought about it.. and it is so reflective.. and I think I have a good idea of what I view as my favorites of 2012.. and to be honest it just inspired me that much more for 2013.. I know this all sounds cheesy and really stereotypical.. but I really feel happy for how far I came and how much is to come.

I hope everyone else has a great year - I feel so much more awakened and glad I am going for such strong goals and life experiences. <3

more of this blabble for sure to come .. possibly in more posts.. heh.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

glamour runny wetness

Okay so yeah. RAIN ALL DAY! and I thought about how my makeup was probably going to run on the way to work from walking outside.. that I just decided to make my makeup look like it already IS so I don't have to worry ahahahaaa.  here ya gooooo.   my makeup and hair.. my hair has been in this same mess for days.. im to lazy to change it and it goes well with everything right now. :)

PS this is my stew.. really yellow photo since it was taken last night with my poopy yellow lights.  


Its Saturday.. my last two days went by in a flash.. I am so tired and still not well.
* Yesterday I went to the dentist. blehhhhhh... nothing to exciting there.. then rushed home to put ingredients in my slow cooker.  thheenn Rushed to work! ( it was even super busy there. all day) I was so go, go, go till I got home.
my first stew in my slow cooker.. was alright... I added too much rosemary by accident .. :( aghhhh but thats what I get for rushing. :(

Today its RAINY.. Rainy.. and I wish I could just stay home all day.

< this is my dress I got for christmas from my little brother.. it is so pretty and it feels so comfortable!

Charm Ankle bracelet from the same friend who gave me the pendulum.  Pretty green stones with metal charms. I love it!

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

my christmas

Christmas was full of excitement.  I video chatted with my family in the morning and opened the gifts they mailed to me.  I FINALLY HAVE A CROCK POT!!! I'm so excited to cook a meal in it.  I already bought some ingredients for a stew.. yum!
  My brother bought me a pretty dress! I want to wear it but its more of a summer dress and its too cold right now.  And I even got this all seeing eye ring and amethyst pendulum necklace!  Oh so cool!!  BUT BEST PART: A TRIP TO VEGAS!!!! I am sooo excited for that!! my boyfriends parents are treating us to a long weekend with them out there.  SO many great meaningful presents this year!!!  I feel so loved :)
  I worked a few hours too to help them out.  Yes my store was open on Christmas haha.  Then I came home and fell fast asleep.

SO tonight, more rest for my sick body. BUT FEEL AS IF IM GETTING BETTER!! so hopefully more adventure in the new year ;)!! aka next week.

 xoxo `M'

Monday, December 24, 2012

Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve and I opened a few presents, went to a small get together at a friends then home for more rest.. im still sick. 
I hope all of you had a good one and will have a Great Christmas!!!

I wore Layers today.. just to stay warm and look fancy.. 

Two sweaters
Two Tanks
Skirt with leggings underneath
Belt and Legwarmers

I got some bottles for elixers and oils.. oh so excited to fill them!

This is a ring I got from my friend.  Its a mood ring that reminds me of Alien Tribal designs.  So beautiful!!!  She even gave me a Pendulum necklace (ultimate gift!).. but I don't have a good photo yet since its late and currently charging in the window.  

Here are some of her decorations at her place.  She is so creative.   She hand made the feather ornament cluster - that one is my favorite :3

Have a good night!!!


Saturday, December 22, 2012

Holiday sweater and some gifts :3

This is a hand me down sweater from a friend.  I adore it very much.  Very Christmas/winter themed.  its a zebra print furry/fuzzy sweater.  anndd its even cut in a fun shape.  Oh so pretty!!!

I wore it today with some cozy leggings, knee socks and boots.

Makeup was oooh so simple.. practically none.  I have been doing a new Skin care routine and very pleased with the results that I have only been wearing a Tinted Moisturizer.  :3  I only have macara and a little eyeshadow.  two colors. null eyebrows. I like it better that way.

This is a Gift I got from a friend.  its a personalized phone charm with my name.  So pretty and cute :) hehe

Got this today as well.. something I haven't tried yet.  I hope it works well.. maybe will show you the results soon.


Friday, December 21, 2012

no Cthulhu yet

The End of The World.. the Reaping.. Who Knows..

I just viewed it as Winter Solstice, Yule.. and The new Age the Aquarius. Yes, that was all.

A Beginning of a new life experience.  I am excited for whats to come and have so many new ideas!  Too bad Im really sick but whatever. Im still so happy!

I saged my apartment and cleansed some of my crystals.  As of now.. its still early noon and will probably sit around and rest.  Do some more arts and crafts possibly.  :)
Oh and I am going to eat a bunch of this today!  My sister sent me this gift basket for Christmas.  Its from Harry and David.  So far it has beeen reallly yummmy :P  So yes.. Lazy sick lady day.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Hand Made Jewelry

    On Wednesday I didn't do much but sit around and do little things.   I have a box full of jewelry and charms I had aaallllllwwwwaaayyyysss ment to get around to organizing.  Just recycle old and make newer jewelry to condense and save space.. like put three or more fave necklaces into one.. yeah.  Then I just played phone games till I went to bed.  Every hour or so I can feel my body get sicker... im just not feeling well at all.   I just feel achy and cannot breathe.  so Im just being a little ball of sluggish bleh.

Old rosary with added protection stone with a rusted cross I found on the ground last summer.

This is a Drape Necklace I added more charms too.
This is my favorite because of the charms.

Old ring with paint and glued on cross.

I made the chain and then added the charm I had for ages..

It felt good making these.  Now I cannot wait to wear these around.


Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Sick , Fo Realz

aghghagagaghagahhhhhh!!!!!!! Lame!!!!

I am really sick... at first I thought "oh, no big deal Im okay I just feel tired"  NOW! its scratchy throat and stuffy nose that likes to run.. oh and the enjoyable body aches too.

eghh... I had so many plans and now I am slacking. boo.

Oh and these are Black Fortune Cookies.. I arrived at work and saw them on the Break Table.. At first I was like "Oh cool Black Fortune Cookies, how neat!"  then I opened it and low and behold a dead give away they are LADY GAGA Fortune Cookies.. she sent them to us because we are selling her fragrance, lotion, and gift set. :) Cool cool.

Then I dug out this book to add in my Christmas spot.. This is a funny book but I like it.. My parents gave it to me last year haha.  

Well I am going to lay around all day.. Wash my hair later.. yes.. then nap. a lot.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

holiday spot

Yesterday I received two big boxes!!!  My parents sent me gifts for Christmas and some Decorations!!!
I was able to open one box early to decorate :) haha My Christmas Spot.  Its just fancy on this one table. I dont have any other Holiday Decorations.  And my mom made me some toffee.  Yummmm

Also.. woke up today feeling achy and I still have a sore throat since last night... AHHHH I DON"T WANT TO BE SICK!!!!   no no no no no

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Mystic Snow Flake

For the Holiday Season my work threw a contest themed Best Holiday Look.  For Sephora we have a graphic liner, Smokey eye, Glitter Gold, or Frosty Blue eye as the seasons must wears.  I choose the Frosty Blue as my theme since I have been wearing the brown and black smokey with gold .. a lot.  I just thought snowflake mystic swirl.. and this is what it turned out to be.

This was my submission. :)

I used:
Illamasqua liquid highlighter and Shadow
Urban Decay Shadow Pencil
MUFE Shadow
Stila Liquid Liner
False Lashes
and White Eyeliner for all details with glued Gems.

Super pretty and everyone loved it!

Friday, December 14, 2012

Celestial Events of 2012

Yes, I believe we are half Alien,  in Celestial Events, Zodiac, Fate, Astrology, Conspiracies, Magic, crystals, herbs, History... so forth.  SOOoooO I wanted to share this site I stumbled upon.  kind of cheesey but a fun summed up of what cool things in the sky happened.  xo

11 Best Celestial Events of 2012 

Also this site is a good one. 
earth-grid/ Awakening Crystals

sooo yerp .. friday is going to be INSIDE AND LAZY ~ ;P

Thursday, December 13, 2012


I don't know if its the weather or what.. but I have had two days off to have FUN and it turns out im not wanting to get up, im listless, achy and don't want to be bothered.. . . so no videos or fun for this week.  Hopefully I'll get over this by next week. AGH!! and tomorrow early ass dentist appointment.  Then home to drink tea and eat soup.  im over it this week. :(

Today.. well I promised so Im going... but I am heading over to my friends apartment for an Art and Drinks day.. :) so no reason to dress up im going grungy and null makeup... Hair up and out of my face.. lots of layers and jackets.  YEs.. art and booze.. although im throwing in coffee or energy drink because without that I cannot fake being well. at all.

smooches and lots of dirty breath all over you to spread my plague.


Wednesday, December 12, 2012


Here are two eye looks I did today and yesterday.  12.12.12!! o wow today was fun.  I got together with two friends for wine and pizza.  Today the weather was very cloudy, cold, and later rained a lot.  SooOOooooo.. I just kept it simple because I knew it would get wet.. The top image from today, lower from yesterday.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Friday, December 7, 2012

Estella Maris Purple Makeup for 10.7.12

Video to go with todays look.

Outfit, Makeup

  Here is my outfit for today.  I got most of my tedious things done earlier in the week so today I really have nooo plans! - SOOooooOo I put this on to motivate me in going out and doing something fun :)
I layered my tights for extra warmth.

My tops: Fishnet - Etsy Vintage find : Tank/Dress - Thrift store
My skirt is from Lip Service and tights bought from H&M.

I bought groceries last night and bought a bunch of things I have never tired before.  Like gluten free pasta, hemp milk, and bottled Thai Tea..  .. Trying to not eat the poisonous food... I DO NOTICE I FEEL BETTER!!! SO ITS WORTH THE NEW EATING HABITS! :)
 - Enjoy your Friday XOXO

Makeup Below is
Urban Decay Shadow
Black Shadow
Grey Glitter Eyeliner
Matt Grey Eyeliner for Brows
Lips Sugar Lip Gloss Red tint with Gash Lip Liner
White Eyeliner.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Outfit of the Day and Whats in my Bag by Estella Maris

Here you go, two requests in one video and Blog.  :)

I really appreciate it and am excited to film more videos.  
I am just now relaxing after all of that filming and enjoying the day with crafts and hobbies.

xoxo Enoy!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Hair Tutorial Video

After a long waiting and many comments and questions later.. here 

you go!!  enjoy my rambling and styling!


Products in Video:

Living Proof Prime and nourishing cream

Ojon Rare Oils and Revitalizing mist

Keratin Perfect Replenishing cream and Blowout Booster

B.b. Texture Undressing cream

Bamboo Brilliance Cream

Caviar Iron Spreay

Beyond the Zone Flipped out spray and Rock On Volume Powder

Osis 3 Fiber Gum

1inch Flat Iron

Spehora Brush

Enjoy! :3

Monday, December 3, 2012

Cyber head trip Monday

Well.. Todays makeup.. egh I dont know I felt weird all day for some reason.. then again I woke up to an awful weird start soo.. It never felt okay today.  I cannot wait to SLEEP!

I used my Neutral Pallet from ILLaMASquA -- OOhooohOOOh I love that brand to pieces!
sorry Im a bit sleep deprived and typing what I am doing in my head.. haha

Havoc eyeliner.  Black Eyeliner and Liquid metal in eyebrows.

die Eyelashes False and from Naimies

Ohhh Gypsy lady today.. yes yes.. haha I braided my sides to keep them down and not puffy.. and Added head band made the look LOOK WAY DIFFERENT... o well I liked it.. BUT THEN AGAIN everything FELT weird today!

Okay so anyways.. dental appointment tomorrow followed by work.
then home to sleep and do things special for my blog and channel.. yeuppp plenty-o-time to spoil you all with photos,videos,and sales.. yess.


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Grunge me Goth

Makeup for today is BLue and Silver/Whites for the Winter Snow!!
I havent seen snow in years, I slightly miss it.. :(
I used Urban decay Eyeliner in Gun Metal
Illamasqua Highlighter
Illamasqua Shadows
Illamasqua liquid liner in Havoc and Scribe
False LAshes and YSL Mascara

I braided small portions of my hair.

Outfit for today
LEGWARMERS: Some Dance store long ago

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Beetle Stripes

Sweater: DIY
Dress: Guess?
Tights: H&M
shoes?? not shown.. haha you bet rain boots!!!
ill post those funny things later.. haha 
Today was rainy but not as cold as it has been.  I felt like dressing up a bit so I threw on this outfit.  I was worried I would be slightly uncomfortable but it was actually pretty comfortable.  It was probably the material I bet.  I never bought tights from H&M till now and man.. they feel waayy better then the ones I was buying at the drug store. HA!
  Work today was super busy, first day of December!!! and everyone is going shopping crazy!  not me though... im too broke for that. haha  

Makeup today was random.. no thought of anything.  
Brown and Purple shadow - Illamasqua
Liner HAvoC from Illamasqua
Lashes from Naimies
Brows traced in Dior Grey Waterproof liner and YSL Shadow on top
Sealed all in with Setting powder and spray

Last outfit photo.  Woot!!

21 days.... dun dun dun.